It's been a while...

It has been almost 6 months since the miscarriage. I have not felt much like writing or talking about my infertility these past few months.  However we did decide to go forward with another cycle and we retrieved 12 eggs in August and now we have 8 frozen embryos at the clinic. 

I had an egg donor on hold but we decided to release her and see how things go. We will soon begin the transfers starting early Oct. Can I just say that I am so nervous!!! My husband thinks this is the time...things can only get better but I find myself hesitant and so afraid to believe in the possibility. I have been so numb and have been trying to move my life forward in other aspects and to no longer dwell on the longing to become a parent.