On a jet plane

Today I write aboard my flight to Buffalo.  In about another 6 hours I will be reunited with my family.  Oh how I so look forward to it:)). These past three years have brought me into a state of some type of depression that I just cannot seem to shake. Then there are these brief moments when I'm with my family and I have this overwhelming sense of calmness and all the stress and worry leaves me...  This road is long and difficult.  I anticipate holding my cousins little girl in my arms and laughing with my Dad over a cup of tea.  I start my next round in 2 weeks on my 35th birthday!  I'm praying this will be the one.